meet me at the watchtower
I want to calm myself, but think that maybe this is good, and that I can use these moments to come up with plans and new ideas.
Life has taken a hold of me lately.
Opportunities continue to pop up in my life like unexpected gifts.
I've started my new job, and am happy to be surrounded by beautiful clothing again. Part of me is nervous, there is a lot to learn. I need to work as a style consultant and look the part.
School conitnues to excite my mind, but again, part of me is nervous, as test dates approach and my memory is still trying to grasp all the information that's been thrown into my head.
I organize get togethers to keep the people I love close to me. This is never time lost. I keep my schedule tight, but usually manage to have a quiet night at home cooking myself dinner.
In these moments I find I have so much, but that I'm so filled with passion that I continue to want more.
This, I suppose, is a good thing, but it would also be a good thing to get some sleep tonight.
"All I can do is be me, whoever that is."